I was seriously considering giving up blogging this weekend......lots of reasons why ....my blog is pretty boring no pictures of my family or anything really....lately its been a downer, full of here we go agains...excuses......feeling sorry for myself.....too hard on myself...etc etc etc. I am just physically and emotionally exhausted, just getting over this damn flu finally been 2 weeks, dont feel like I have even had a holiday from TAFE, havent been to Curves for almost 3 weeks... lots of things going through my mind...failure.......hopeless.....
Decision....am not going to give up blogging am going to try and blog everyday, just to keep myself accountable.....am going to take a week off TAFE, try and get myself back into a positive frame of mind and really cant deal with TAFE at present.....just need some ME time BIG time...and of course support my daughter and my other 3 girls so there just isnt room for TAFE at present. Sometimes I wish DF was here with us, be so nice to lean on him for a little while , sometimes I just wish I didnt have to be so strong......maybe we need to really think about moving sooner rather than later.... is such a hard decision to make....girls are happy at school, have made some really good friends, last thing I want is to rock their world so to speak.....maybe a family talk in a few weeks time, get their opinion and ideas on it all.
Tomorrow is a new day...weigh day is now Mondays..am going to record my results each week on my blog.....am going to tell you about my ups and downs, might be the only way to lose this weight once and for all....
2 comments:
I too have thought about giving up blogging, but at the end of the day it is a great way to get some relief from all the frustrations of life, writing it down helps I reckon. And of course there is the added positive of the support we get from other girls/guys out there who seem to care! So, keep at it, things will sort themselves out eventually... as has been told to me on numerous occassions.
I'm so sorry you've been going through so many rollercoaster emotions. It's wonderful to hear that positive note coming through again. At the end of the day, we're fighters. We're too stubborn to give up. Just remember it's not how many times we fall down, it's how many times we pick ourselves up.
Hugs to you matey.
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