Hello
I am numb, heartbroken, dont know what the future will hold, scared,the list can go on and on
Yesterday I received a phone call to say my eldest had been admitted to the mental health ward...suicidal...today she will be assessed by a psychiatrist............tears are pouring atm for my little girl ...I know she is 22 but she is my little girl ...I havent been able to reach out to her for so long....have tried and tried..... I realised a very long time ago that she needed help..hopefully this will be the breaking point where she finally gets the help she needs.She sent me a text last night saying she loved me and she wished she had of listened.....replied I love you and am always here for you... waiting to see whether I will go down and bring her home.......
On top of that my week has been shit, have had the flu, still have the flu, feel so run down ,no energy at all, am so behind in everything, exercise, study, assignments, but I guess what is happening with my daughter makes me and my woes seem pretty damn nothing......
Have been reading just not commenting.........please dont give up on me as I wont give up on me, hopefully will be back in to the swing of it all soon
Thanx for reading..hope you dont mind but I needed to air this and think of you all as my friends
Take care
Em x
