Hi All
I am still here , just havent posted for a while...........where do I start
Ok well I have had 2 sessions with the psychologist now and am feeling really positive...things are going well with that... am dealing with the blaming myself for my daughter and all the other drama the past few months has delivered.
On the job front I didnt get the job, went for the medical last Friday , more like a fitness test than a medical , was very invasive and their report said that I was unfit to lift heavy....dont know where the heavy lifting comes into it anyway as its against the organisations policies and procedures to manually lift any clients, another thing that bugs me is after each assessment that the girl got me to do she gave me positive feedback; said things like your quite strong, that was great etc ...anyway bottom line was no..when the supervisor rang me to tell me she was so god damn patronising...said I dont know how to tell you this, I ve got bad news , how do I tell you ...gees you dont need to be a rocket scientist to see that she was going to say you didnt pass your fitness test, she went on and on ...I said just tell me (for fucks sake under my breath)..to say I was upset would be a understatement...I had my cry then decided to turn it into a positive ..the positive for me an appointment tomorrow with curves and a gym,......... I owe myself to give myself the best chance I can ..so will seek out both and then make a decision....
Got to tell you this though am busting here lol ..measured myself last Saturday...have lost 33 cms in 1 month with measuring my waist, hips, thighs and chest.......:)
On the home front weekend was pretty full on, was our local show so we took the girls on Saturday afternoon for a few hours ......gained an addition to the family or should I say follyfoot farm as we already have 2 dogs, 1 cat, 1 bird, 10 goldfish, 2 hermit crabs, 2 guinea pigs now we have a little rabbit, she is gorgeous and so friendly :) Sunday we went for a picnic , weather was lovely, we really had a mild summer this year .
Will be around over the next day or so ...hope all is well
Em x
UPDATE: Weighed myself at neighbours house .....well what can I say am a glutton for punishment but alas this week showed a loss of 2 .7 kgs woooo hooooo
Wasnt too impressed with the gym ...appointment at curver is 5 30 this arvo ..see what thats like
