wanting my life back

Hello everyone

Firstly I want to thank everyone who has been worried about me and thanks for caring.
This past week has been awful, sitting back and watching a close friend loose her breast to breast cancer is an awful thing. It just happened so damn quickly , but she is very strong and quite positive which is good. I went and had my mammogram done today and they are no where near as bad as I have heard so go have one done if you havent already is my advice.

Ok now I caught up with slys' blog especially and the way in which she was so positive and I thought hey I want my life back. I want to be that girl again that exercises for 2 hrs min everyday, who is tired but ever so happy by night time. I want to be the girl who is so positive and determined to shed this weight once and for all. I am the only one who can get my life back and stop worrying so much and I am determined to do this as of today. So I guess Emi is back again lol. I havent gone off the rails eating wise this past week , just havent been motivated to get in and exercise, just been so down in the dumps which isnt good.

I hope my tigers can win tonight, I so much wanted to go see them play but just ran out of time so hopefully they will make it to the next round so I can be there with bells on hey lol.

Hope everyone is doing well, staying positive

Have a great weekend

Emixx

.8 loss

Hi everyone
Weighed in today and had a loss of.8 so am a double digit 99 .4.

I am surprised I even had a loss this week as these past few days have been awful, found it really hard to stay focussed . I have been thinking and isnt it amazing at just how powerful the mind can be so great when you are positive and your worst enemy when your down.
Anyway hope everyone has had a good week.
Take care
Emixxx