Im back

I have struggled so much these past few days, felt guilty, a failure wondered even if I could do this basically lost all faith in myself and I felt awful.I had to make some decisions as I had blown two days and I knew that if I didnt do some serious thinking, soul searching that these two days would become a week before I knew it. I was in the middle of my thinking when a friend of mine said to me Em you are my inspiration. I admire you so much that I am going to WW this week and because of how hard I know you have worked that will inspire me to put some effort in this time. I was overwhelmed by her comments, I never thought I would inspire anyone gees I know theres heaps of ppl in the forums that have inspired me but to think me Emi would inspire someone else was just a shock. I began to smile and started to think yes I have worked hard and came to the conclusion that I will be damned if I am going to quit now and pile the kilos and cms back on NOWAY!!!!. I guess I maybe got a bit cocky because I had done this fairly easy but its not easy its a day at a time and somehow I have got to learn not to feel like a failure if I go out for dinner or lunch or have a bad day as its not the end of the world, I am not perfect but I am sensible enough to say ok and get back to it. I am back and feel so good I have exercised today really well and I guess the most important thing is that I believe in me again and I know that emicandoit no matter how hard or slow or long it takes. Take care and doz you can do it too girl.