THOUGHT FOR THE WEEK

TO ACCOMPLISH GREAT THINGS, WE MUST NOT ONLY ACT, BUT ALSO DREAM; NOT ONLY PLAN BUT ALSO BELIEVE
Anatole France

Monday, January 14, 2008

Am I a Fool or what ?

Did you ever think you had a friend then find out that the whole friendship has been based on lies?
I did........I thought I had a friend, I thought he was a psychologist well he introduced himself as one to me and my family 15 mths ago......he was there for us at times and I really sought out his profession at times esp with TAFE and my crazy world . I found out by accident a few days ago that he isnt a psychologist at all .....NOPE , he just chose to say he was and pretend to listen and give options, said he was here for all of us. He lied about his profession, where he worked almost everything this man has said over the past 15 months has been lies.He made himself available to me as a friend but also as a psychologist someone who knew what he was doing and saying.I feel he has played with my mind, the impact of it all hitting me today........why.... what did he have to gain? I finally got him on the phone to see if he could tell me why he lied, his answer I dont know really was something that just got out of hand......... how fucking lovely is that.

Do I now need to seek out proof that everyone is who they say they are.......??? Do I loose faith in people in general ??
I feel like the biggest fool out...........
Please dont let me turn to food to get through this ...........HELP ............

2 comments:

Chris H said...

Man that is bloody awful, what a dreadful thing for him to do! You are stong, you can get over this without eating shit mate... don't let him do any more damage!

Lee-Anne said...

Hmmm sounds like he's the one who needs a psychologist. A bit of a compulsive liar if you ask me.

Is he contrite and ashamed of what he did?

At the end of day you most definitely are not a fool. I have to ask, did any of his advice actually make sense? it is not your fault. You thought you were talking to a friend at the least.

And stay away from the food or I'll kick you up the bum.