wanting my life back

Hello everyone

Firstly I want to thank everyone who has been worried about me and thanks for caring.
This past week has been awful, sitting back and watching a close friend loose her breast to breast cancer is an awful thing. It just happened so damn quickly , but she is very strong and quite positive which is good. I went and had my mammogram done today and they are no where near as bad as I have heard so go have one done if you havent already is my advice.

Ok now I caught up with slys' blog especially and the way in which she was so positive and I thought hey I want my life back. I want to be that girl again that exercises for 2 hrs min everyday, who is tired but ever so happy by night time. I want to be the girl who is so positive and determined to shed this weight once and for all. I am the only one who can get my life back and stop worrying so much and I am determined to do this as of today. So I guess Emi is back again lol. I havent gone off the rails eating wise this past week , just havent been motivated to get in and exercise, just been so down in the dumps which isnt good.

I hope my tigers can win tonight, I so much wanted to go see them play but just ran out of time so hopefully they will make it to the next round so I can be there with bells on hey lol.

Hope everyone is doing well, staying positive

Have a great weekend

Emixx